Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Out - 03/18/10

Out
Please, someone get me
out

Railroad tracks stretching for miles
Why are they the only ones who are placed here
and make their way out?

Babies,
so many
too many

teenage mothers
so many,
too many

Empty streets
"for sale" signs
hung on broken dreams
Why are we among them?
We didn't choose this,
it chose us.

Visitors say "Quaint"
"Cute"
"Homely"

I say "Trap"
"Cage"
"Death"

Someone
Let me
Out

This cycle of chains
of bonds of poverty
Of a father behind a frier
making food for the greedy
but unable to get any to his own
table

The faces
the most haunting
the friends

Who are left behind
who become coal miners
who remain behind the peeling picket fences
who live to wander the streets
just looking for some dreams for sale

The friends
who wait for the results
who cry themselves to sleep
knowing they won't live much longer
he swears he feels the disease already eating him
worst birthday ever

My room
Is not a room
but another cage

My high school
is not a school
but a holding cell

Failures and burnouts,
extinguished like an old cigarette
an ember of hope remains

Until it is crushed under the foot
of Linton

I am not meant for this place
I swear
I will get out

I will wait until the door opens
Or I will open it myself

Then
I will run
Run away
Get out

Run until my lungs burst
until my feet fall off

Until I bash the doorframe
I will hold my dreams close

and not drop them
will not let them shatter along the wayside
like all the others

Until then
I sit in the darkness
I wait behind the peeling picket fence

But in my mind I am running
and I am screaming

Somebody
Anybody

Get
Me
Out




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